Chapter 44
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Forty four:
Lin Anlan used to forward to Jiang Xu every time, it would also be three lines, and then put on the expression to show his expectation.
But now, his words and expressions all go to another person, and he gives him only four words of the system: forward microblog.
Not even a single punctuation mark.
Jiang Xu suddenly became sad. Although he knew that there was no way, Lin Anlan also wanted to deal with Cheng Yu, he still felt uncomfortable. What's Cheng Yu's qualification for such treatment?
It belongs to him! What qualifications does Cheng Yu have?!
He sent a text message to Lin Anlan, saying: "I see you helped Cheng Yu promote his new play. Next time, there's no need to be so serious. Just forward it casually. There's no need for copywriting and expression."
Lin Anlan
Jiang Xu: [or did he embarrass you and have to make you do this
Lin Anlan
Jiang Xu: [you don't need to be too accommodating to him, and you don't like him. Instead of being too accommodating to him, you let him take himself seriously. Just treat him as you used to. If you treat him better occasionally, he should be satisfied.]
Lin Anlan thinks he plays a lot. He didn't say a word. He said so much. How can he be so idle? Doesn't he work?
He put his cell phone into his pocket and planned to shoot a movie, letting Jiang Xu talk to himself.
In any case, he can make up a jack Su male master, everyone loves his idol drama, so there is no need for him to be a guest star.
So play by yourself.
Jiang Xu didn't know that Lin Anlan had already felt that he could not be saved. He put him in the waiting room of others and was waiting for Lin Anlan's reply.
While waiting, he still said jealously: "you've been on Weibo hot search twice. Don't do it next time, otherwise it's time for CP fans. It's not good for you."
He sighed, more and more regretful.
I don't know when Cheng Yu can take his Xiaolan back to Cheng's home. If he doesn't go back, he can't help but let Xiaolan come back.
Still have to speed up the pace, urge Cheng Yu.
Lin Anlan changed his costume and went out of the costume room.
Today, we are going to shoot the scene where Jing Huan went to Gu Shuyu's home for the first time to study.
After the conversation in the hospital, Jing Huan decided to go back to school, but his grades were not good, and he wasted several months, so Gu Shuyu offered to help him.
Jing Huan's family was too small, and there were too many peddlers downstairs, so Gu Shuyu took him to his home.
This is Jing Huan's first visit to Gu Shuyu's home. He follows Gu Shuyu into the residential area and looks at the design of the residential area and the exquisitely decorated elevators. When he comes out of the 26th floor, the first floor is Gu Shuyu's home. Jing Huan's inferiority gradually emerges. He clearly sees the gap between himself and Gu Shuyu.
He stood at the door, Gu Shuyu gave him disposable slippers, Jinghuan looked at the clean white slippers, but some dare not step in.
Although his socks were new, they were worn out before. He sewed them with a needle and continued to wear them.
But now, he felt that the socks on his feet didn't match the slippers, just like he didn't match the room and Gu Shuyu.
He stood at the door, trying to curl up his toes to hide the mending marks on his socks, but he even wanted to hide himself so that Gu Shuyu could not see himself.
The closer he got to Gu Shuyu, the more he saw the gap between them, and the more he felt how he could be.
Gu Shuyu didn't care about these. He just thought that he was new to his home. He was embarrassed and left a sentence "come in after me", so he turned and walked towards his study.
Jing Huan changed his shoes and followed him.
They sat down in the study. Gu Shuyu's desk was very big, and there was one more Jinghuan, which did not show any embarrassment.
Gu Shuyu took out his paper and handed it to Jing Huan
Jing Huan nodded and began to work in silence.
Gu Shuyu was a little surprised. He seldom saw anyone who could devote himself to study in an instant. Most students are used to eating something, drinking a glass of water, playing with their mobile phones after they go home, and then they dawdle on their homework.
But Jing Huan is different. He can immerse himself in the moment he sits down and gets the paper.
He really doesn't look like a poor student.
However, his grades are not so good.
Gu Shuyu took the paper he had written and looked at the blank and multiple-choice questions he couldn't do. He only felt that he was not modest. His achievements had been improved.
Jing Huan looked at him uneasily, his body was stiff.
Gu Shuyu put the paper in front of him again, pulled the chair, approached him, and began to give him a lecture.
His voice is very gentle, gentle tone, every step is very clear.
Jing Huan unconsciously looked at him, looking at his eyes, quiet and beautiful, heart slowly sunshine infiltration.
He stared at Gu Shuyu quietly.
Cheng Yu also stares at Lin Anlan.
Time coincides at this moment. Cheng Yu can't tell whether he is looking at Gu Shuyu or Lin Anlan, just like he has blurred whether he is Jinghuan or himself.
*
When his affection for Lin Anlan was not clear whether it was friendship or love, he once asked Lin Anlan if he could help him with his tutoring.
Can Lin Anlan refused him, he said, "sorry, I'm busy now, so I can't spare time."
In his words, being busy means helping Jiang Xu improve his grades. Jiang Xu's grades are in the middle and lower reaches of his class. He doesn't want to fall out of the rocket class, so he has to constantly improve and stabilize his ranking.
However, Jiang Xu abandoned himself for more than a month.
He really needs Lin Anlan's help. Cheng Yu understands that Cheng Yu won't fight with Jiang Xu either. He just asks, "then you have time in the future. Can you help me?"
Later, it is a very broad concept of time. Generally speaking, everyone will say yes. After all, after all, has the final say.
But Lin Anlan is not this kind of person. Lin Anlan knows that he won't have this extra time. He doesn't want to give Cheng Yu meaningless hope, and he doesn't want to let Cheng Yu wait for a future without results.
So he said calmly, "I may never have extra time, so you'd better hire a tutor, or let the teacher make up for you."
Cheng Yu's heart suddenly fell to the bottom.
"Just an hour a day?"
Lin Anlan shook his head, "sorry, but I really don't have time."
It's a busy time for senior two students. Lin Anlan is strict with himself. He has a lot of papers to write and exercises to do every day. He also has to help Jiang Xu improve his grades. He really has no spare time for Cheng Yu.
His time is clearly divided into three parts: those who accompany his parents, those who study by himself, and those left to Jiang Xu.
At that time, the three most important people in Lin Anlan's life were his adoptive parents and Jiang Xu, who grew up with him. If there was a fourth one, it was probably the biological son of his adoptive parents he saw in the photo, and the brother he had never met who had no blood relationship.
Cheng Yu is just one of his many classmates, which is dispensable. It's not worth him to give up accompanying his parents, improve himself and restrain Jiang Xu.
He politely refused Cheng Yu and returned to his seat.
Cheng Yu looked at his back and said nothing.
He felt that he could understand, just like he had to accept although he was lost.
He continued to lie on the table, staring at Lin Anlan in the front row.
Looking at him day after day, trying to get close to him again and again.
Every day he looked at him, he felt more eager for him.
Every time he gets close to him, his heart beats faster.
In such a day-to-day desire, in the insistence of not getting and not willing to give up, in every day unconsciously looking for his figure, he slowly fell in love with Lin Anlan.
Love comes suddenly, but it seems reasonable. It should be.
He dreamed that Lin Anlan was sitting in the classroom, next to him, telling him math problems he couldn't understand.
The sun came in and shone on Lin Anlan's face, giving him a layer of dream. It seemed that it would dissipate at any time.
So he was staring at him, not blinking.
Lin Anlan asked him, "can you do it?"
Of course Cheng Yu would, but he didn't want to say he would. He was afraid that if he said it, Lin Anlan would disappear.
So he shook his head and pretended to be stupid, "I don't understand. Please tell me again."
Lin Anlan is not angry, serious and patient again told him.
Cheng Yu looks at him on the table. How do you think he looks good.
Lin Anlan side face, raised eyes, "look at the paper, don't look at me."
Cheng Yu said with a smile, "you look better."
"Do you want to learn?"
Cheng Yu immediately nodded, a clever look, "learn, learn, learn."
He looked down at the paper, but he couldn't help looking at Lin Anlan secretly. Lin Anlan couldn't help but ask him, "do I look so good?"
Cheng Yu nodded, "you'd better look."
"Then you can watch it for five minutes. That's enough. Listen carefully."
Cheng Yu smiles unconsciously and looks at him seriously.
Lin Anlan let him look at, smiling.
Cheng Yu slowly raised his head, approached him and looked him in the eyes.
He saw himself in Lin Anlan's eyes, but he was very small and unclear. He unconsciously approached Lin Anlan. Before Lin Anlan could avoid him, his lips collided. Cheng Yu saw the surprise in Lin Anlan's eyes.
Before he could say anything, the alarm clock rang, and Lin Anlan disappeared. He anxiously opened his eyes.
That day, Cheng Yu didn't dare to look at Lin Anlan directly. He thought that he might not break out in silence, but became abnormal in silence. That's why he had such a dream.
He felt ashamed and sorry for Lin Anlan.
But he couldn't help it, secretly raised his eyelids, quietly looking at Lin Anlan.
He really likes him, he thought, no matter what kind of like, first of all, he likes Lin Anlan.
Cheng Yu's love came earlier than he expected. He peeped carefully and didn't dare to touch it or show it.
He cherished his love very much and hid it in a place that no one could touch. He only had a superficial look when he couldn't help it every day.
It's his treasure. It belongs to him alone.
He is the only one in the world who knows.
*
"Card." Zhang Daosheng interrupts Cheng Yu's thoughts.
"Xiao Cheng, you're in such a good mood that you can take it back."
Cheng Yu nods and pulls himself out of time.
Lin Anlan looked at him and asked him, "what's the matter with you?"
Cheng Yu shook his head, "nothing. I think of the past."
It's not the first time. Cheng Yu thinks that the play touches him more than he thinks. Every time he gets familiar with a scene, he gets familiar with his mood. He always thinks of the past and immerses himself in it.
Mingming is a thing of the past. Some of Mingming's fragments will not be recalled for a long time, but he is still hooked up by the play and driven by Jing Huan's emotion.
He is always unable to control his feelings, and more and more affected by Jing Huan's emotions.
But fortunately, Jing Huan is much luckier than him in the play, and he has already realized his wish.
He took Lin Anlan's hand on the chair quietly under the cover of the desk.
Lin Anlan surprised, almost subconsciously to see the people around, fortunately restrained.
He turns his head to look at Cheng Yu. Instead of peeking, he deliberately makes a big square appearance.
Cheng Yu shook his hand and said with a smile, "sorry, I have to ask you to accompany me to do it again."
"Nothing." Lin Anlan said.
Cheng Yu looks at him and wants to kiss him, hold him and keep him in his arms.
But it's still shooting, which is impossible.
Therefore, he could only lightly rub Lin Anlan's fingers and said in a warm voice, "thank you."
"You're welcome." Lin Anlan whispered.
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Forty four:
Lin Anlan used to forward to Jiang Xu every time, it would also be three lines, and then put on the expression to show his expectation.
But now, his words and expressions all go to another person, and he gives him only four words of the system: forward microblog.
Not even a single punctuation mark.
Jiang Xu suddenly became sad. Although he knew that there was no way, Lin Anlan also wanted to deal with Cheng Yu, he still felt uncomfortable. What's Cheng Yu's qualification for such treatment?
It belongs to him! What qualifications does Cheng Yu have?!
He sent a text message to Lin Anlan, saying: "I see you helped Cheng Yu promote his new play. Next time, there's no need to be so serious. Just forward it casually. There's no need for copywriting and expression."
Lin Anlan
Jiang Xu: [or did he embarrass you and have to make you do this
Lin Anlan
Jiang Xu: [you don't need to be too accommodating to him, and you don't like him. Instead of being too accommodating to him, you let him take himself seriously. Just treat him as you used to. If you treat him better occasionally, he should be satisfied.]
Lin Anlan thinks he plays a lot. He didn't say a word. He said so much. How can he be so idle? Doesn't he work?
He put his cell phone into his pocket and planned to shoot a movie, letting Jiang Xu talk to himself.
In any case, he can make up a jack Su male master, everyone loves his idol drama, so there is no need for him to be a guest star.
So play by yourself.
Jiang Xu didn't know that Lin Anlan had already felt that he could not be saved. He put him in the waiting room of others and was waiting for Lin Anlan's reply.
While waiting, he still said jealously: "you've been on Weibo hot search twice. Don't do it next time, otherwise it's time for CP fans. It's not good for you."
He sighed, more and more regretful.
I don't know when Cheng Yu can take his Xiaolan back to Cheng's home. If he doesn't go back, he can't help but let Xiaolan come back.
Still have to speed up the pace, urge Cheng Yu.
Lin Anlan changed his costume and went out of the costume room.
Today, we are going to shoot the scene where Jing Huan went to Gu Shuyu's home for the first time to study.
After the conversation in the hospital, Jing Huan decided to go back to school, but his grades were not good, and he wasted several months, so Gu Shuyu offered to help him.
Jing Huan's family was too small, and there were too many peddlers downstairs, so Gu Shuyu took him to his home.
This is Jing Huan's first visit to Gu Shuyu's home. He follows Gu Shuyu into the residential area and looks at the design of the residential area and the exquisitely decorated elevators. When he comes out of the 26th floor, the first floor is Gu Shuyu's home. Jing Huan's inferiority gradually emerges. He clearly sees the gap between himself and Gu Shuyu.
He stood at the door, Gu Shuyu gave him disposable slippers, Jinghuan looked at the clean white slippers, but some dare not step in.
Although his socks were new, they were worn out before. He sewed them with a needle and continued to wear them.
But now, he felt that the socks on his feet didn't match the slippers, just like he didn't match the room and Gu Shuyu.
He stood at the door, trying to curl up his toes to hide the mending marks on his socks, but he even wanted to hide himself so that Gu Shuyu could not see himself.
The closer he got to Gu Shuyu, the more he saw the gap between them, and the more he felt how he could be.
Gu Shuyu didn't care about these. He just thought that he was new to his home. He was embarrassed and left a sentence "come in after me", so he turned and walked towards his study.
Jing Huan changed his shoes and followed him.
They sat down in the study. Gu Shuyu's desk was very big, and there was one more Jinghuan, which did not show any embarrassment.
Gu Shuyu took out his paper and handed it to Jing Huan
Jing Huan nodded and began to work in silence.
Gu Shuyu was a little surprised. He seldom saw anyone who could devote himself to study in an instant. Most students are used to eating something, drinking a glass of water, playing with their mobile phones after they go home, and then they dawdle on their homework.
But Jing Huan is different. He can immerse himself in the moment he sits down and gets the paper.
He really doesn't look like a poor student.
However, his grades are not so good.
Gu Shuyu took the paper he had written and looked at the blank and multiple-choice questions he couldn't do. He only felt that he was not modest. His achievements had been improved.
Jing Huan looked at him uneasily, his body was stiff.
Gu Shuyu put the paper in front of him again, pulled the chair, approached him, and began to give him a lecture.
His voice is very gentle, gentle tone, every step is very clear.
Jing Huan unconsciously looked at him, looking at his eyes, quiet and beautiful, heart slowly sunshine infiltration.
He stared at Gu Shuyu quietly.
Cheng Yu also stares at Lin Anlan.
Time coincides at this moment. Cheng Yu can't tell whether he is looking at Gu Shuyu or Lin Anlan, just like he has blurred whether he is Jinghuan or himself.
*
When his affection for Lin Anlan was not clear whether it was friendship or love, he once asked Lin Anlan if he could help him with his tutoring.
Can Lin Anlan refused him, he said, "sorry, I'm busy now, so I can't spare time."
In his words, being busy means helping Jiang Xu improve his grades. Jiang Xu's grades are in the middle and lower reaches of his class. He doesn't want to fall out of the rocket class, so he has to constantly improve and stabilize his ranking.
However, Jiang Xu abandoned himself for more than a month.
He really needs Lin Anlan's help. Cheng Yu understands that Cheng Yu won't fight with Jiang Xu either. He just asks, "then you have time in the future. Can you help me?"
Later, it is a very broad concept of time. Generally speaking, everyone will say yes. After all, after all, has the final say.
But Lin Anlan is not this kind of person. Lin Anlan knows that he won't have this extra time. He doesn't want to give Cheng Yu meaningless hope, and he doesn't want to let Cheng Yu wait for a future without results.
So he said calmly, "I may never have extra time, so you'd better hire a tutor, or let the teacher make up for you."
Cheng Yu's heart suddenly fell to the bottom.
"Just an hour a day?"
Lin Anlan shook his head, "sorry, but I really don't have time."
It's a busy time for senior two students. Lin Anlan is strict with himself. He has a lot of papers to write and exercises to do every day. He also has to help Jiang Xu improve his grades. He really has no spare time for Cheng Yu.
His time is clearly divided into three parts: those who accompany his parents, those who study by himself, and those left to Jiang Xu.
At that time, the three most important people in Lin Anlan's life were his adoptive parents and Jiang Xu, who grew up with him. If there was a fourth one, it was probably the biological son of his adoptive parents he saw in the photo, and the brother he had never met who had no blood relationship.
Cheng Yu is just one of his many classmates, which is dispensable. It's not worth him to give up accompanying his parents, improve himself and restrain Jiang Xu.
He politely refused Cheng Yu and returned to his seat.
Cheng Yu looked at his back and said nothing.
He felt that he could understand, just like he had to accept although he was lost.
He continued to lie on the table, staring at Lin Anlan in the front row.
Looking at him day after day, trying to get close to him again and again.
Every day he looked at him, he felt more eager for him.
Every time he gets close to him, his heart beats faster.
In such a day-to-day desire, in the insistence of not getting and not willing to give up, in every day unconsciously looking for his figure, he slowly fell in love with Lin Anlan.
Love comes suddenly, but it seems reasonable. It should be.
He dreamed that Lin Anlan was sitting in the classroom, next to him, telling him math problems he couldn't understand.
The sun came in and shone on Lin Anlan's face, giving him a layer of dream. It seemed that it would dissipate at any time.
So he was staring at him, not blinking.
Lin Anlan asked him, "can you do it?"
Of course Cheng Yu would, but he didn't want to say he would. He was afraid that if he said it, Lin Anlan would disappear.
So he shook his head and pretended to be stupid, "I don't understand. Please tell me again."
Lin Anlan is not angry, serious and patient again told him.
Cheng Yu looks at him on the table. How do you think he looks good.
Lin Anlan side face, raised eyes, "look at the paper, don't look at me."
Cheng Yu said with a smile, "you look better."
"Do you want to learn?"
Cheng Yu immediately nodded, a clever look, "learn, learn, learn."
He looked down at the paper, but he couldn't help looking at Lin Anlan secretly. Lin Anlan couldn't help but ask him, "do I look so good?"
Cheng Yu nodded, "you'd better look."
"Then you can watch it for five minutes. That's enough. Listen carefully."
Cheng Yu smiles unconsciously and looks at him seriously.
Lin Anlan let him look at, smiling.
Cheng Yu slowly raised his head, approached him and looked him in the eyes.
He saw himself in Lin Anlan's eyes, but he was very small and unclear. He unconsciously approached Lin Anlan. Before Lin Anlan could avoid him, his lips collided. Cheng Yu saw the surprise in Lin Anlan's eyes.
Before he could say anything, the alarm clock rang, and Lin Anlan disappeared. He anxiously opened his eyes.
That day, Cheng Yu didn't dare to look at Lin Anlan directly. He thought that he might not break out in silence, but became abnormal in silence. That's why he had such a dream.
He felt ashamed and sorry for Lin Anlan.
But he couldn't help it, secretly raised his eyelids, quietly looking at Lin Anlan.
He really likes him, he thought, no matter what kind of like, first of all, he likes Lin Anlan.
Cheng Yu's love came earlier than he expected. He peeped carefully and didn't dare to touch it or show it.
He cherished his love very much and hid it in a place that no one could touch. He only had a superficial look when he couldn't help it every day.
It's his treasure. It belongs to him alone.
He is the only one in the world who knows.
*
"Card." Zhang Daosheng interrupts Cheng Yu's thoughts.
"Xiao Cheng, you're in such a good mood that you can take it back."
Cheng Yu nods and pulls himself out of time.
Lin Anlan looked at him and asked him, "what's the matter with you?"
Cheng Yu shook his head, "nothing. I think of the past."
It's not the first time. Cheng Yu thinks that the play touches him more than he thinks. Every time he gets familiar with a scene, he gets familiar with his mood. He always thinks of the past and immerses himself in it.
Mingming is a thing of the past. Some of Mingming's fragments will not be recalled for a long time, but he is still hooked up by the play and driven by Jing Huan's emotion.
He is always unable to control his feelings, and more and more affected by Jing Huan's emotions.
But fortunately, Jing Huan is much luckier than him in the play, and he has already realized his wish.
He took Lin Anlan's hand on the chair quietly under the cover of the desk.
Lin Anlan surprised, almost subconsciously to see the people around, fortunately restrained.
He turns his head to look at Cheng Yu. Instead of peeking, he deliberately makes a big square appearance.
Cheng Yu shook his hand and said with a smile, "sorry, I have to ask you to accompany me to do it again."
"Nothing." Lin Anlan said.
Cheng Yu looks at him and wants to kiss him, hold him and keep him in his arms.
But it's still shooting, which is impossible.
Therefore, he could only lightly rub Lin Anlan's fingers and said in a warm voice, "thank you."
"You're welcome." Lin Anlan whispered.
Forty four:Lin Anlan used to forward to Jiang Xu every time, it would also be three lines, and then put on the expression to show his expectation.But now, his words and expressions all go to another person, and he gives him only four words of the system: forward microblog.Not even a single punctuation mark.Jiang Xu suddenly became sad. Although he knew that there was no way, Lin Anlan also wanted to deal with Cheng Yu, he still felt uncomfortable. What's Cheng Yu's qualification for such treatment?It belongs to him! What qualifications does Cheng Yu have?!He sent a text message to Lin Anlan, saying: "I see you helped Cheng Yu promote his new play. Next time, there's no need to be so serious. Just forward it casually. There's no need for copywriting and expression."Lin AnlanJiang Xu: or did he embarrass you and have to make you do thisLin AnlanJiang Xu: you don't need to be too accommodating to him, and you don't like him. Instead of being too accommodating to him, you let him take himself seriously. Just treat him as you used to. If you treat him better occasionally, he should be satisfied.Lin Anlan thinks he plays a lot. He didn't say a word. He said so much. How can he be so idle? Doesn't he work?He put his cell phone into his pocket and planned to shoot a movie, letting Jiang Xu talk to himself.In any case, he can make up a jack Su male master, everyone loves his idol drama, so there is no need for him to be a guest star.So play by yourself.Jiang Xu didn't know that Lin Anlan had already felt that he could not be saved. He put him in the waiting room of others and was waiting for Lin Anlan's reply.While waiting, he still said jealously: "you've been on Weibo hot search twice. Don't do it next time, otherwise it's time for CP fans. It's not good for you."He sighed, more and more regretful.I don't know when Cheng Yu can take his Xiaolan back to Cheng's home. If he doesn't go back, he can't help but let Xiaolan come back.Still have to speed up the pace, urge Cheng Yu.Lin Anlan changed his costume and went out of the costume room.Today, we are going to shoot the scene where Jing Huan went to Gu Shuyu's home for the first time to study.After the conversation in the hospital, Jing Huan decided to go back to school, but his grades were not good, and he wasted several months, so Gu Shuyu offered to help him.Jing Huan's family was too small, and there were too many peddlers downstairs, so Gu Shuyu took him to his home.This is Jing Huan's first visit to Gu Shuyu's home. He follows Gu Shuyu into the residential area and looks at the design of the residential area and the exquisitely decorated elevators. When he comes out of the 26th floor, the first floor is Gu Shuyu's home. Jing Huan's inferiority gradually emerges. He clearly sees the gap between himself and Gu Shuyu.He stood at the door, Gu Shuyu gave him disposable slippers, Jinghuan looked at the clean white slippers, but some dare not step in.Although his socks were new, they were worn out before. He sewed them with a needle and continued to wear them.But now, he felt that the socks on his feet didn't match the slippers, just like he didn't match the room and Gu Shuyu.He stood at the door, trying to curl up his toes to hide the mending marks on his socks, but he even wanted to hide himself so that Gu Shuyu could not see himself.The closer he got to Gu Shuyu, the more he saw the gap between them, and the more he felt how he could be.Gu Shuyu didn't care about these. He just thought that he was new to his home. He was embarrassed and left a sentence "come in after me", so he turned and walked towards his study.Jing Huan changed his shoes and followed him.They sat down in the study. Gu Shuyu's desk was very big, and there was one more Jinghuan, which did not show any embarrassment.Gu Shuyu took out his paper and handed it to Jing HuanJing Huan nodded and began to work in silence.Gu Shuyu was a little surprised. He seldom saw anyone who could devote himself to study in an instant. Most students are used to eating something, drinking a glass of water, playing with their mobile phones after they go home, and then they dawdle on their homework.But Jing Huan is different. He can immerse himself in the moment he sits down and gets the paper.He really doesn't look like a poor student.However, his grades are not so good.Gu Shuyu took the paper he had written and looked at the blank and multiple-choice questions he couldn't do. He only felt that he was not modest. His achievements had been improved.Jing Huan looked at him uneasily, his body was stiff.Gu Shuyu put the paper in front of him again, pulled the chair, approached him, and began to give him a lecture.His voice is very gentle, gentle tone, every step is very clear.Jing Huan unconsciously looked at him, looking at his eyes, quiet and beautiful, heart slowly sunshine infiltration.He stared at Gu Shuyu quietly.Cheng Yu also stares at Lin Anlan.Time coincides at this moment. Cheng Yu can't tell whether he is looking at Gu Shuyu or Lin Anlan, just like he has blurred whether he is Jinghuan or himself.*When his affection for Lin Anlan was not clear whether it was friendship or love, he once asked Lin Anlan if he could help him with his tutoring.Can Lin Anlan refused him, he said, "sorry, I'm busy now, so I can't spare time."In his words, being busy means helping Jiang Xu improve his grades. Jiang Xu's grades are in the middle and lower reaches of his class. He doesn't want to fall out of the rocket class, so he has to constantly improve and stabilize his ranking.However, Jiang Xu abandoned himself for more than a month.He really needs Lin Anlan's help. Cheng Yu understands that Cheng Yu won't fight with Jiang Xu either. He just asks, "then you have time in the future. Can you help me?"Later, it is a very broad concept of time. Generally speaking, everyone will say yes. After all, after all, has the final say.But Lin Anlan is not this kind of person. Lin Anlan knows that he won't have this extra time. He doesn't want to give Cheng Yu meaningless hope, and he doesn't want to let Cheng Yu wait for a future without results.So he said calmly, "I may never have extra time, so you'd better hire a tutor, or let the teacher make up for you."Cheng Yu's heart suddenly fell to the bottom."Just an hour a day?"Lin Anlan shook his head, "sorry, but I really don't have time."It's a busy time for senior two students. Lin Anlan is strict with himself. He has a lot of papers to write and exercises to do every day. He also has to help Jiang Xu improve his grades. He really has no spare time for Cheng Yu.His time is clearly divided into three parts: those who accompany his parents, those who study by himself, and those left to Jiang Xu.At that time, the three most important people in Lin Anlan's life were his adoptive parents and Jiang Xu, who grew up with him. If there was a fourth one, it was probably the biological son of his adoptive parents he saw in the photo, and the brother he had never met who had no blood relationship.Cheng Yu is just one of his many classmates, which is dispensable. It's not worth him to give up accompanying his parents, improve himself and restrain Jiang Xu.He politely refused Cheng Yu and returned to his seat.Cheng Yu looked at his back and said nothing.He felt that he could understand, just like he had to accept although he was lost.He continued to lie on the table, staring at Lin Anlan in the front row.Looking at him day after day, trying to get close to him again and again.Every day he looked at him, he felt more eager for him.Every time he gets close to him, his heart beats faster.In such a day-to-day desire, in the insistence of not getting and not willing to give up, in every day unconsciously looking for his figure, he slowly fell in love with Lin Anlan.Love comes suddenly, but it seems reasonable. It should be.He dreamed that Lin Anlan was sitting in the classroom, next to him, telling him math problems he couldn't understand.The sun came in and shone on Lin Anlan's face, giving him a layer of dream. It seemed that it would dissipate at any time.So he was staring at him, not blinking.Lin Anlan asked him, "can you do it?"Of course Cheng Yu would, but he didn't want to say he would. He was afraid that if he said it, Lin Anlan would disappear.So he shook his head and pretended to be stupid, "I don't understand. Please tell me again."Lin Anlan is not angry, serious and patient again told him.Cheng Yu looks at him on the table. How do you think he looks good.Lin Anlan side face, raised eyes, "look at the paper, don't look at me."Cheng Yu said with a smile, "you look better.""Do you want to learn?"Cheng Yu immediately nodded, a clever look, "learn, learn, learn."He looked down at the paper, but he couldn't help looking at Lin Anlan secretly. Lin Anlan couldn't help but ask him, "do I look so good?"Cheng Yu nodded, "you'd better look.""Then you can watch it for five minutes. That's enough. Listen carefully."Cheng Yu smiles unconsciously and looks at him seriously.Lin Anlan let him look at, smiling.Cheng Yu slowly raised his head, approached him and looked him in the eyes.He saw himself in Lin Anlan's eyes, but he was very small and unclear. He unconsciously approached Lin Anlan. Before Lin Anlan could avoid him, his lips collided. Cheng Yu saw the surprise in Lin Anlan's eyes.Before he could say anything, the alarm clock rang, and Lin Anlan disappeared. He anxiously opened his eyes.That day, Cheng Yu didn't dare to look at Lin Anlan directly. He thought that he might not break out in silence, but became abnormal in silence. That's why he had such a dream.He felt ashamed and sorry for Lin Anlan.But he couldn't help it, secretly raised his eyelids, quietly looking at Lin Anlan.He really likes him, he thought, no matter what kind of like, first of all, he likes Lin Anlan.Cheng Yu's love came earlier than he expected. He peeped carefully and didn't dare to touch it or show it.He cherished his love very much and hid it in a place that no one could touch. He only had a superficial look when he couldn't help it every day.It's his treasure. It belongs to him alone.He is the only one in the world who knows.*"Card." Zhang Daosheng interrupts Cheng Yu's thoughts."Xiao Cheng, you're in such a good mood that you can take it back."Cheng Yu nods and pulls himself out of time.Lin Anlan looked at him and asked him, "what's the matter with you?"Cheng Yu shook his head, "nothing. I think of the past."It's not the first time. Cheng Yu thinks that the play touches him more than he thinks. Every time he gets familiar with a scene, he gets familiar with his mood. He always thinks of the past and immerses himself in it.Mingming is a thing of the past. Some of Mingming's fragments will not be recalled for a long time, but he is still hooked up by the play and driven by Jing Huan's emotion.He is always unable to control his feelings, and more and more affected by Jing Huan's emotions.But fortunately, Jing Huan is much luckier than him in the play, and he has already realized his wish.He took Lin Anlan's hand on the chair quietly under the cover of the desk.Lin Anlan surprised, almost subconsciously to see the people around, fortunately restrained.He turns his head to look at Cheng Yu. Instead of peeking, he deliberately makes a big square appearance.Cheng Yu shook his hand and said with a smile, "sorry, I have to ask you to accompany me to do it again.""Nothing." Lin Anlan said.Cheng Yu looks at him and wants to kiss him, hold him and keep him in his arms.But it's still shooting, which is impossible.Therefore, he could only lightly rub Lin Anlan's fingers and said in a warm voice, "thank you.""You're welcome." Lin Anlan whispered.
