Chapter 83
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83
"Sure." Lin Anlan said.
Zoroaster can't, he can only promise.
Cheng Yu didn't know whether he was happy or sad. He always felt that he was in trouble.
"I really don't want you not to meet, and I don't think you need to."
"I know, but I think so."
"Cheng Yu, you don't understand. I feel very disappointed. I'm so disappointed that I'm a little tired. If I can't change him, I'll leave him. At least, I'll let him know clearly that I don't like his behavior. I won't make friends with him like this. "
Cheng Yu feels that he understands it, but the source of the matter is his own, so he is always guilty.
Can Jiang Xu still have correct three views?
He doesn't think so.
And after restoring memory, Lin Anlan will not feel that this is caused by him, it is his fault.
Cheng Yu is not sure.
He seems to have done a stupid thing. He lifted a stone and hit his foot. Although it made him happy to remove the stone, it hurt his foot.
Therefore, Cheng Yu regretted that he was too anxious to pave the way for himself. He should step by step and let Lin Anlan be disappointed again and again in his dialogue with Jiang Xu instead of his appearance. He added fire to this disappointment in advance.
However, it's no use for Cheng Yu to regret the fact that things have come to this stage. Therefore, he can only go one step at a time and prepare to patch himself in the next place.
Jiang Xu was very surprised when he found that the security guard of the crew stopped him.
After all, he is a star, and his coffee seat is not small. He said that when he came to visit the crew, the crew naturally welcomed him, but now the security guard stopped him.
"I'm here to visit Lin Anlan. You should know who I am?"
"I know, but Mr. Lin said that he didn't accept visiting duty recently, and he especially told me, especially you."
Jiang Xu
Jiang Xu quickly sent a text message to Lin Anlan: "Xiao Lan, what's the matter with not accepting my visit?"
Lin Anlan is not surprised to see this message, the mood is very calm.
He thought about it and made a call to Jiang Xu.
Jiang Xu didn't expect Lin Anlan to call, so he quickly picked up, "hello."
"If we don't accept your visit, it means we won't meet again." Lin Anlan's tone is very soft.
Jiang Xu didn't understand, "why? I have something to say to you. You haven't heard me finish about Cheng Yu. "
"I don't want to hear it." Lin Anlan said, "Jiang Xu, do you really have no guilt for Cheng Yu?"
Jiang Xu
"He told you that?" He asked, "he's really scheming. Why doesn't he say that he treats you as an object and wants to exchange Cheng Feng with me for you? Are you a commodity? Is his affection a commodity? Can this kind of thing be exchanged? "
"It's not impossible." Lin Anlan unexpectedly replied to Jiang Xu, "don't you want your father very much? Then go to Cheng Feng. Don't come to me again."
"Xiao Lan, what are you talking about?"
"I'm not bullshit. I've thought about it seriously. Over the years, I've told you since senior three that Cheng Feng is not your father, but Cheng Yu's father. We said to each other, you don't go to Cheng Feng, I don't go to Cheng Yu, Cheng Feng belongs to Cheng Yu, I belong to you. I hope you can put down Cheng Feng and Cheng Yu. I hope you can grow up healthily without comparison and jealousy. Your birth is not under your control, but your growth is under your control. But you give up on yourself
"I..."
"Do you really have no guilt for Cheng Yu? Even for a minute, is there? " Lin Anlan asked him.
Jiang Xu did not speak.
"You've really received so many years of higher education. Why should I worry about you when you give up yourself? "
"Jiang Xu, I don't want to see you again until your three outlooks are perfect. I don't think I need a friend with three wrong views. If my friend does something wrong, I will help him and I will let him correct it. But if he insists on going his own way and doesn't correct his mistakes, I will leave him. "
"Because I'm very disappointed with him, and I'm also very disappointed with my efforts, but I can't get the result."
Lin Anlan hung up.
Jiang Xu looked at the mobile phone in a daze, and didn't say anything for a long time.
They seem to go back to the day of the quarrel, Lin Anlan angrily asked him, "look at you now, don't you feel sick? What kind of TV series do you shoot? You can go to society and law without makeup! "
"How can you do that? Have you been eaten by a dog? Does it eat your brain when it eats it? So you can think of such things and say such things to me! "
"Jiang Xu, am I not good enough for you? So you are still not satisfied. You are still clinging to what you want when you are 17 years old. You are 25 years old. After this birthday, you will be 25 years old. How can you still stand in the same place after so many years
"I thought I had been with you for a long time. I thought that after so many years, you should have put it down, but how can you still stand in the same place?"
"You disappoint me so much."
"No, it should be you. It makes me sick. You really don't know me at all
He let Lin Anlan down again. Before the amnesia, he let Lin Anlan down. After the amnesia, he let Lin Anlan down again.
Again, it's Cheng Yu.
Jiang Xu sat in the car and couldn't get out.
He quickly sent a text message to Lin Anlan: "I'm wrong. It's my three outlooks. I feel guilty for him. I know he's not wrong. It's my fault."
Jiang Xu: [Xiaolan, don't be disappointed and don't be angry. Can I know my mistake? I'll never do that again
Jiang Xu: [I really didn't want to disappoint you. How could I be willing to disappoint you
But Lin Anlan didn't reply to him.
Jiang Xu stops at the gate of the crew and refuses to go. Yang Wang receives the news and tells Lin Anlan.
Lin Anlan did not lift her eyelids, but said, "let him go."
He thought of something again and asked Cheng Yu, "you should be more reliable than the crew, if you don't want someone to show up."
Cheng Yu
Cheng Yu doesn't know what to say. He can do it, but he doesn't dare to take part in the friendship break between Lin Anlan and Jiang Xu.
It was Lin Anlan's 18 years, Jiang Xu's 18 years of incomparable confidence, and his 18 years of fearlessness after suffering.
"Don't let Jiang Xu appear. Whether it's the crew or the hotel, it's up to you." Lin Anlan said with a smile.
Cheng Yu nodded helplessly, "OK."
The shooting went on smoothly, and Jiang Xu never showed up again.
He will still wait at the gate of the crew or hotel, but if Lin Anlan doesn't show up, he can't wait.
Jiang Xu asked him, "don't you want me? Are you going to abandon me, too
Lin Anlan didn't go to read his message. He looked at the script and his drooping face was very serious.
Jiang Xu is not far away, but he can't see the person in his memory, and can't wait for a response.
Did he really want to abandon him?
Will Lin Anlan abandon him?
How could Lin Anlan abandon him?
In this world, the only thing he can trust is not Lin Anlan?
But why didn't Lin Anlan see him?
Jiang Xu got out of the car and tried to rush to the hotel, but he was stopped.
After all, he remembers that he was still a star and had no way to wallow in the hotel. He had to return to the car and text Lin Anlan again, apologizing and begging for his forgiveness.
All of a sudden, Jiang Xu found that he was acting like himself a few months ago.
At that time, he quarreled with Lin Anlan. He was very scared. Lin Anlan was never so angry and said so heavy words to him.
He even hacked his wechat and didn't answer the phone.
He can only keep sending text messages, praying for Lin Anlan's forgiveness.
He said he was wrong, he shouldn't be like this, he won't be like this.
He said he didn't want anything, he didn't want anything, as long as Lin Anlan was by his side, he could not want anything.
But then
Then, he found that Lin Anlan went to Cheng Yu. He thought Lin Anlan wanted to help him after all.
So he thought he could have both fish and bear paws.
He began to contact Cheng Feng again. He thought that when he got rich, he would give Lin Anlan everything he wanted.
However, what Lin Anlan wanted at first was that he was far away from Cheng Feng and Cheng Yu?
How could he help himself?
How could he be willing to cheat Cheng Yu's feelings and help himself?
He was wrong from the beginning.
So he made a mistake from the beginning.
So, he let Lin Anlan down again.
He didn't disappoint his mother. His mother could not have him.
He let Lin Anlan down twice, Lin Anlan naturally can not want him.
Jiang Xu regretted it. At this moment, he completely regretted it.
For him, everything in the world is a bubble of prosperity, but Lin Anlan is the pillar to support his soul. When the pillar is there, he can pursue prosperity without scruple, but once the pillar is gone, all his anxieties will be released. No matter how beautiful everything in the world is, he has no intention to appreciate it.
Lin Anlan has been with him for a long time. He was born without a father, and his mother chose to leave on the way. Only Lin Anlan and Lin Anlan have been leading him and accompanying him forward.
As a teenager, Jiang Xu felt that Lin Anlan was the best person in the world. He thought that when he grew up, he would give him all he wanted.
In his youth, Jiang Xu felt that Lin Anlan was the most reassuring person in the world. He would never leave himself, so he should also understand his desire for fatherly love.
He betrayed himself unconsciously in his youth, but he never found his betrayal.
It was not until this moment that Jiang Xu realized that he would also leave himself.
When he is disappointed with himself again and again, he will choose to give up and turn away.
There are so many people in the world who can see him. He can see it, Cheng Yu can see it, and others can see it.
So Lin Anlan can leave him, but he can't.
I'm wrong, Xiao Lan. I won't see Cheng Feng again, really
He sent out a text message, but there was no response.
Jiang Xu asked him word by word: [it's not that I didn't see me before Sanguan was perfect. Now I know I'm wrong and I've corrected it. Why don't I get back to you
There is still no reply.
Lin Anlan has gone to sleep.
He waited for Jiang Xu, just like he had waited for his mother, but he didn't wait. He was tired, so he chose to give them up.
When Lin Anlan woke up the next day, he found that there was a pile of unread messages on his mobile phone. He didn't watch them. He changed his clothes and went to film.
Lin Anlan and Cheng Yu are going to record the last issue of "backpack boy's journey" this weekend, so they have to catch up with the filming progress of the crew and set out on time on the morning of the weekend.
This time, the recording location is still abroad. As the last episode of the program, the program team specially selected a beautiful island, ready to let the stars show good figure and play some confrontational games.
When Lin Anlan and Cheng Yu arrived in s country, they got on the bus sent by the program group.
When the director saw Lin Anlan, he said with a smile, "Anlan may have a surprise when he arrives at the hotel."
Lin Anlan is very surprised, "surprise?"
The director laughed. "You'll see in a moment."
Lin Anlan thought that they had prepared some gifts and was full of expectation to guess the so-called surprise. However, when he arrived at the hotel, he knew what the director's so-called surprise was.
——Jiang Xu is here!
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83
"Sure." Lin Anlan said.
Zoroaster can't, he can only promise.
Cheng Yu didn't know whether he was happy or sad. He always felt that he was in trouble.
"I really don't want you not to meet, and I don't think you need to."
"I know, but I think so."
"Cheng Yu, you don't understand. I feel very disappointed. I'm so disappointed that I'm a little tired. If I can't change him, I'll leave him. At least, I'll let him know clearly that I don't like his behavior. I won't make friends with him like this. "
Cheng Yu feels that he understands it, but the source of the matter is his own, so he is always guilty.
Can Jiang Xu still have correct three views?
He doesn't think so.
And after restoring memory, Lin Anlan will not feel that this is caused by him, it is his fault.
Cheng Yu is not sure.
He seems to have done a stupid thing. He lifted a stone and hit his foot. Although it made him happy to remove the stone, it hurt his foot.
Therefore, Cheng Yu regretted that he was too anxious to pave the way for himself. He should step by step and let Lin Anlan be disappointed again and again in his dialogue with Jiang Xu instead of his appearance. He added fire to this disappointment in advance.
However, it's no use for Cheng Yu to regret the fact that things have come to this stage. Therefore, he can only go one step at a time and prepare to patch himself in the next place.
Jiang Xu was very surprised when he found that the security guard of the crew stopped him.
After all, he is a star, and his coffee seat is not small. He said that when he came to visit the crew, the crew naturally welcomed him, but now the security guard stopped him.
"I'm here to visit Lin Anlan. You should know who I am?"
"I know, but Mr. Lin said that he didn't accept visiting duty recently, and he especially told me, especially you."
Jiang Xu
Jiang Xu quickly sent a text message to Lin Anlan: "Xiao Lan, what's the matter with not accepting my visit?"
Lin Anlan is not surprised to see this message, the mood is very calm.
He thought about it and made a call to Jiang Xu.
Jiang Xu didn't expect Lin Anlan to call, so he quickly picked up, "hello."
"If we don't accept your visit, it means we won't meet again." Lin Anlan's tone is very soft.
Jiang Xu didn't understand, "why? I have something to say to you. You haven't heard me finish about Cheng Yu. "
"I don't want to hear it." Lin Anlan said, "Jiang Xu, do you really have no guilt for Cheng Yu?"
Jiang Xu
"He told you that?" He asked, "he's really scheming. Why doesn't he say that he treats you as an object and wants to exchange Cheng Feng with me for you? Are you a commodity? Is his affection a commodity? Can this kind of thing be exchanged? "
"It's not impossible." Lin Anlan unexpectedly replied to Jiang Xu, "don't you want your father very much? Then go to Cheng Feng. Don't come to me again."
"Xiao Lan, what are you talking about?"
"I'm not bullshit. I've thought about it seriously. Over the years, I've told you since senior three that Cheng Feng is not your father, but Cheng Yu's father. We said to each other, you don't go to Cheng Feng, I don't go to Cheng Yu, Cheng Feng belongs to Cheng Yu, I belong to you. I hope you can put down Cheng Feng and Cheng Yu. I hope you can grow up healthily without comparison and jealousy. Your birth is not under your control, but your growth is under your control. But you give up on yourself
"I..."
"Do you really have no guilt for Cheng Yu? Even for a minute, is there? " Lin Anlan asked him.
Jiang Xu did not speak.
"You've really received so many years of higher education. Why should I worry about you when you give up yourself? "
"Jiang Xu, I don't want to see you again until your three outlooks are perfect. I don't think I need a friend with three wrong views. If my friend does something wrong, I will help him and I will let him correct it. But if he insists on going his own way and doesn't correct his mistakes, I will leave him. "
"Because I'm very disappointed with him, and I'm also very disappointed with my efforts, but I can't get the result."
Lin Anlan hung up.
Jiang Xu looked at the mobile phone in a daze, and didn't say anything for a long time.
They seem to go back to the day of the quarrel, Lin Anlan angrily asked him, "look at you now, don't you feel sick? What kind of TV series do you shoot? You can go to society and law without makeup! "
"How can you do that? Have you been eaten by a dog? Does it eat your brain when it eats it? So you can think of such things and say such things to me! "
"Jiang Xu, am I not good enough for you? So you are still not satisfied. You are still clinging to what you want when you are 17 years old. You are 25 years old. After this birthday, you will be 25 years old. How can you still stand in the same place after so many years
"I thought I had been with you for a long time. I thought that after so many years, you should have put it down, but how can you still stand in the same place?"
"You disappoint me so much."
"No, it should be you. It makes me sick. You really don't know me at all
He let Lin Anlan down again. Before the amnesia, he let Lin Anlan down. After the amnesia, he let Lin Anlan down again.
Again, it's Cheng Yu.
Jiang Xu sat in the car and couldn't get out.
He quickly sent a text message to Lin Anlan: "I'm wrong. It's my three outlooks. I feel guilty for him. I know he's not wrong. It's my fault."
Jiang Xu: [Xiaolan, don't be disappointed and don't be angry. Can I know my mistake? I'll never do that again
Jiang Xu: [I really didn't want to disappoint you. How could I be willing to disappoint you
But Lin Anlan didn't reply to him.
Jiang Xu stops at the gate of the crew and refuses to go. Yang Wang receives the news and tells Lin Anlan.
Lin Anlan did not lift her eyelids, but said, "let him go."
He thought of something again and asked Cheng Yu, "you should be more reliable than the crew, if you don't want someone to show up."
Cheng Yu
Cheng Yu doesn't know what to say. He can do it, but he doesn't dare to take part in the friendship break between Lin Anlan and Jiang Xu.
It was Lin Anlan's 18 years, Jiang Xu's 18 years of incomparable confidence, and his 18 years of fearlessness after suffering.
"Don't let Jiang Xu appear. Whether it's the crew or the hotel, it's up to you." Lin Anlan said with a smile.
Cheng Yu nodded helplessly, "OK."
The shooting went on smoothly, and Jiang Xu never showed up again.
He will still wait at the gate of the crew or hotel, but if Lin Anlan doesn't show up, he can't wait.
Jiang Xu asked him, "don't you want me? Are you going to abandon me, too
Lin Anlan didn't go to read his message. He looked at the script and his drooping face was very serious.
Jiang Xu is not far away, but he can't see the person in his memory, and can't wait for a response.
Did he really want to abandon him?
Will Lin Anlan abandon him?
How could Lin Anlan abandon him?
In this world, the only thing he can trust is not Lin Anlan?
But why didn't Lin Anlan see him?
Jiang Xu got out of the car and tried to rush to the hotel, but he was stopped.
After all, he remembers that he was still a star and had no way to wallow in the hotel. He had to return to the car and text Lin Anlan again, apologizing and begging for his forgiveness.
All of a sudden, Jiang Xu found that he was acting like himself a few months ago.
At that time, he quarreled with Lin Anlan. He was very scared. Lin Anlan was never so angry and said so heavy words to him.
He even hacked his wechat and didn't answer the phone.
He can only keep sending text messages, praying for Lin Anlan's forgiveness.
He said he was wrong, he shouldn't be like this, he won't be like this.
He said he didn't want anything, he didn't want anything, as long as Lin Anlan was by his side, he could not want anything.
But then
Then, he found that Lin Anlan went to Cheng Yu. He thought Lin Anlan wanted to help him after all.
So he thought he could have both fish and bear paws.
He began to contact Cheng Feng again. He thought that when he got rich, he would give Lin Anlan everything he wanted.
However, what Lin Anlan wanted at first was that he was far away from Cheng Feng and Cheng Yu?
How could he help himself?
How could he be willing to cheat Cheng Yu's feelings and help himself?
He was wrong from the beginning.
So he made a mistake from the beginning.
So, he let Lin Anlan down again.
He didn't disappoint his mother. His mother could not have him.
He let Lin Anlan down twice, Lin Anlan naturally can not want him.
Jiang Xu regretted it. At this moment, he completely regretted it.
For him, everything in the world is a bubble of prosperity, but Lin Anlan is the pillar to support his soul. When the pillar is there, he can pursue prosperity without scruple, but once the pillar is gone, all his anxieties will be released. No matter how beautiful everything in the world is, he has no intention to appreciate it.
Lin Anlan has been with him for a long time. He was born without a father, and his mother chose to leave on the way. Only Lin Anlan and Lin Anlan have been leading him and accompanying him forward.
As a teenager, Jiang Xu felt that Lin Anlan was the best person in the world. He thought that when he grew up, he would give him all he wanted.
In his youth, Jiang Xu felt that Lin Anlan was the most reassuring person in the world. He would never leave himself, so he should also understand his desire for fatherly love.
He betrayed himself unconsciously in his youth, but he never found his betrayal.
It was not until this moment that Jiang Xu realized that he would also leave himself.
When he is disappointed with himself again and again, he will choose to give up and turn away.
There are so many people in the world who can see him. He can see it, Cheng Yu can see it, and others can see it.
So Lin Anlan can leave him, but he can't.
I'm wrong, Xiao Lan. I won't see Cheng Feng again, really
He sent out a text message, but there was no response.
Jiang Xu asked him word by word: [it's not that I didn't see me before Sanguan was perfect. Now I know I'm wrong and I've corrected it. Why don't I get back to you
There is still no reply.
Lin Anlan has gone to sleep.
He waited for Jiang Xu, just like he had waited for his mother, but he didn't wait. He was tired, so he chose to give them up.
When Lin Anlan woke up the next day, he found that there was a pile of unread messages on his mobile phone. He didn't watch them. He changed his clothes and went to film.
Lin Anlan and Cheng Yu are going to record the last issue of "backpack boy's journey" this weekend, so they have to catch up with the filming progress of the crew and set out on time on the morning of the weekend.
This time, the recording location is still abroad. As the last episode of the program, the program team specially selected a beautiful island, ready to let the stars show good figure and play some confrontational games.
When Lin Anlan and Cheng Yu arrived in s country, they got on the bus sent by the program group.
When the director saw Lin Anlan, he said with a smile, "Anlan may have a surprise when he arrives at the hotel."
Lin Anlan is very surprised, "surprise?"
The director laughed. "You'll see in a moment."
Lin Anlan thought that they had prepared some gifts and was full of expectation to guess the so-called surprise. However, when he arrived at the hotel, he knew what the director's so-called surprise was.
——Jiang Xu is here!
83"Sure." Lin Anlan said.Zoroaster can't, he can only promise.Cheng Yu didn't know whether he was happy or sad. He always felt that he was in trouble."I really don't want you not to meet, and I don't think you need to.""I know, but I think so.""Cheng Yu, you don't understand. I feel very disappointed. I'm so disappointed that I'm a little tired. If I can't change him, I'll leave him. At least, I'll let him know clearly that I don't like his behavior. I won't make friends with him like this. "Cheng Yu feels that he understands it, but the source of the matter is his own, so he is always guilty.Can Jiang Xu still have correct three views?He doesn't think so.And after restoring memory, Lin Anlan will not feel that this is caused by him, it is his fault.Cheng Yu is not sure.He seems to have done a stupid thing. He lifted a stone and hit his foot. Although it made him happy to remove the stone, it hurt his foot.Therefore, Cheng Yu regretted that he was too anxious to pave the way for himself. He should step by step and let Lin Anlan be disappointed again and again in his dialogue with Jiang Xu instead of his appearance. He added fire to this disappointment in advance.However, it's no use for Cheng Yu to regret the fact that things have come to this stage. Therefore, he can only go one step at a time and prepare to patch himself in the next place.Jiang Xu was very surprised when he found that the security guard of the crew stopped him.After all, he is a star, and his coffee seat is not small. He said that when he came to visit the crew, the crew naturally welcomed him, but now the security guard stopped him."I'm here to visit Lin Anlan. You should know who I am?""I know, but Mr. Lin said that he didn't accept visiting duty recently, and he especially told me, especially you."Jiang XuJiang Xu quickly sent a text message to Lin Anlan: "Xiao Lan, what's the matter with not accepting my visit?"Lin Anlan is not surprised to see this message, the mood is very calm.He thought about it and made a call to Jiang Xu.Jiang Xu didn't expect Lin Anlan to call, so he quickly picked up, "hello.""If we don't accept your visit, it means we won't meet again." Lin Anlan's tone is very soft.Jiang Xu didn't understand, "why? I have something to say to you. You haven't heard me finish about Cheng Yu. ""I don't want to hear it." Lin Anlan said, "Jiang Xu, do you really have no guilt for Cheng Yu?"Jiang Xu"He told you that?" He asked, "he's really scheming. Why doesn't he say that he treats you as an object and wants to exchange Cheng Feng with me for you? Are you a commodity? Is his affection a commodity? Can this kind of thing be exchanged? ""It's not impossible." Lin Anlan unexpectedly replied to Jiang Xu, "don't you want your father very much? Then go to Cheng Feng. Don't come to me again.""Xiao Lan, what are you talking about?""I'm not bullshit. I've thought about it seriously. Over the years, I've told you since senior three that Cheng Feng is not your father, but Cheng Yu's father. We said to each other, you don't go to Cheng Feng, I don't go to Cheng Yu, Cheng Feng belongs to Cheng Yu, I belong to you. I hope you can put down Cheng Feng and Cheng Yu. I hope you can grow up healthily without comparison and jealousy. Your birth is not under your control, but your growth is under your control. But you give up on yourself"I...""Do you really have no guilt for Cheng Yu? Even for a minute, is there? " Lin Anlan asked him.Jiang Xu did not speak."You've really received so many years of higher education. Why should I worry about you when you give up yourself? ""Jiang Xu, I don't want to see you again until your three outlooks are perfect. I don't think I need a friend with three wrong views. If my friend does something wrong, I will help him and I will let him correct it. But if he insists on going his own way and doesn't correct his mistakes, I will leave him. ""Because I'm very disappointed with him, and I'm also very disappointed with my efforts, but I can't get the result."Lin Anlan hung up.Jiang Xu looked at the mobile phone in a daze, and didn't say anything for a long time.They seem to go back to the day of the quarrel, Lin Anlan angrily asked him, "look at you now, don't you feel sick? What kind of TV series do you shoot? You can go to society and law without makeup! ""How can you do that? Have you been eaten by a dog? Does it eat your brain when it eats it? So you can think of such things and say such things to me! ""Jiang Xu, am I not good enough for you? So you are still not satisfied. You are still clinging to what you want when you are 17 years old. You are 25 years old. After this birthday, you will be 25 years old. How can you still stand in the same place after so many years"I thought I had been with you for a long time. I thought that after so many years, you should have put it down, but how can you still stand in the same place?""You disappoint me so much.""No, it should be you. It makes me sick. You really don't know me at allHe let Lin Anlan down again. Before the amnesia, he let Lin Anlan down. After the amnesia, he let Lin Anlan down again.Again, it's Cheng Yu.Jiang Xu sat in the car and couldn't get out.He quickly sent a text message to Lin Anlan: "I'm wrong. It's my three outlooks. I feel guilty for him. I know he's not wrong. It's my fault."Jiang Xu: Xiaolan, don't be disappointed and don't be angry. Can I know my mistake? I'll never do that againJiang Xu: I really didn't want to disappoint you. How could I be willing to disappoint youBut Lin Anlan didn't reply to him.Jiang Xu stops at the gate of the crew and refuses to go. Yang Wang receives the news and tells Lin Anlan.Lin Anlan did not lift her eyelids, but said, "let him go."He thought of something again and asked Cheng Yu, "you should be more reliable than the crew, if you don't want someone to show up."Cheng YuCheng Yu doesn't know what to say. He can do it, but he doesn't dare to take part in the friendship break between Lin Anlan and Jiang Xu.It was Lin Anlan's 18 years, Jiang Xu's 18 years of incomparable confidence, and his 18 years of fearlessness after suffering."Don't let Jiang Xu appear. Whether it's the crew or the hotel, it's up to you." Lin Anlan said with a smile.Cheng Yu nodded helplessly, "OK."The shooting went on smoothly, and Jiang Xu never showed up again.He will still wait at the gate of the crew or hotel, but if Lin Anlan doesn't show up, he can't wait.Jiang Xu asked him, "don't you want me? Are you going to abandon me, tooLin Anlan didn't go to read his message. He looked at the script and his drooping face was very serious.Jiang Xu is not far away, but he can't see the person in his memory, and can't wait for a response.Did he really want to abandon him?Will Lin Anlan abandon him?How could Lin Anlan abandon him?In this world, the only thing he can trust is not Lin Anlan?But why didn't Lin Anlan see him?Jiang Xu got out of the car and tried to rush to the hotel, but he was stopped.After all, he remembers that he was still a star and had no way to wallow in the hotel. He had to return to the car and text Lin Anlan again, apologizing and begging for his forgiveness.All of a sudden, Jiang Xu found that he was acting like himself a few months ago.At that time, he quarreled with Lin Anlan. He was very scared. Lin Anlan was never so angry and said so heavy words to him.He even hacked his wechat and didn't answer the phone.He can only keep sending text messages, praying for Lin Anlan's forgiveness.He said he was wrong, he shouldn't be like this, he won't be like this.He said he didn't want anything, he didn't want anything, as long as Lin Anlan was by his side, he could not want anything.But thenThen, he found that Lin Anlan went to Cheng Yu. He thought Lin Anlan wanted to help him after all.So he thought he could have both fish and bear paws.He began to contact Cheng Feng again. He thought that when he got rich, he would give Lin Anlan everything he wanted.However, what Lin Anlan wanted at first was that he was far away from Cheng Feng and Cheng Yu?How could he help himself?How could he be willing to cheat Cheng Yu's feelings and help himself?He was wrong from the beginning.So he made a mistake from the beginning.So, he let Lin Anlan down again.He didn't disappoint his mother. His mother could not have him.He let Lin Anlan down twice, Lin Anlan naturally can not want him.Jiang Xu regretted it. At this moment, he completely regretted it.For him, everything in the world is a bubble of prosperity, but Lin Anlan is the pillar to support his soul. When the pillar is there, he can pursue prosperity without scruple, but once the pillar is gone, all his anxieties will be released. No matter how beautiful everything in the world is, he has no intention to appreciate it.Lin Anlan has been with him for a long time. He was born without a father, and his mother chose to leave on the way. Only Lin Anlan and Lin Anlan have been leading him and accompanying him forward.As a teenager, Jiang Xu felt that Lin Anlan was the best person in the world. He thought that when he grew up, he would give him all he wanted.In his youth, Jiang Xu felt that Lin Anlan was the most reassuring person in the world. He would never leave himself, so he should also understand his desire for fatherly love.He betrayed himself unconsciously in his youth, but he never found his betrayal.It was not until this moment that Jiang Xu realized that he would also leave himself.When he is disappointed with himself again and again, he will choose to give up and turn away.There are so many people in the world who can see him. He can see it, Cheng Yu can see it, and others can see it.So Lin Anlan can leave him, but he can't.I'm wrong, Xiao Lan. I won't see Cheng Feng again, reallyHe sent out a text message, but there was no response.Jiang Xu asked him word by word: it's not that I didn't see me before Sanguan was perfect. Now I know I'm wrong and I've corrected it. Why don't I get back to youThere is still no reply.Lin Anlan has gone to sleep.He waited for Jiang Xu, just like he had waited for his mother, but he didn't wait. He was tired, so he chose to give them up.When Lin Anlan woke up the next day, he found that there was a pile of unread messages on his mobile phone. He didn't watch them. He changed his clothes and went to film.Lin Anlan and Cheng Yu are going to record the last issue of "backpack boy's journey" this weekend, so they have to catch up with the filming progress of the crew and set out on time on the morning of the weekend.This time, the recording location is still abroad. As the last episode of the program, the program team specially selected a beautiful island, ready to let the stars show good figure and play some confrontational games.When Lin Anlan and Cheng Yu arrived in s country, they got on the bus sent by the program group.When the director saw Lin Anlan, he said with a smile, "Anlan may have a surprise when he arrives at the hotel."Lin Anlan is very surprised, "surprise?"The director laughed. "You'll see in a moment."Lin Anlan thought that they had prepared some gifts and was full of expectation to guess the so-called surprise. However, when he arrived at the hotel, he knew what the director's so-called surprise was.Jiang Xu is here!
